Second Guessing

“People respond well to those that are sure of what they want.” -Anna Wintour

I thought college was going to be a time when we’re more interested in our classes because it’s focused around something we really want to do. But, so far, it hasn’t been what I thought it was going to be. I knew we were going to have classes we aren’t that interested in, especially at a liberal arts college because they want us to be more well rounded individuals. But, I am so lost in what I want to do.

I’m majoring in communications. And, although I like the class, I’m worried I’m going to major in com for three years and finally realize what I want to do with my life. I have know idea what I want. I know I don’t have to know, people keep telling me that. But, I have always been a planner and I wish I did know, so I can plan accordingly.

I want to start my life, I want to be in school for the allotted amount of time and work for the allotted amount of time. I want to know what I’m doing tomorrow. And, right now, I don’t know if I’m going to wake up tomorrow and want to change everything that I’m doing. I’m second guessing and I want to just lock down exactly what I want but I know that I need to give myself time to figure it out.


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